I Tossed Your XBox Out My Car

(Originally posted on Facebook, felt like sharing lol)

After a bad breakup, time heals ur wounds. U begin to release everything you dislike about the person who hurt you, and you move on. You find new people, new love, and new happiness. BUT you never forget that one person, and the memories come back in flashes, negative and positive. It's just human nature, someone who's held ur emotions so long isn't gonna just disappear from your mind. And you shouldn't feel ashamed;you're still thinking about that someone, you probably still got love for him/her. It's okay to feel, to hurt, to heal.
And my way of healing is going absolutely ham! Yes the following is based on a very true story. I can look back and laugh...wait I never stopped laughing. You see, ANY memory from a bad relationship that can still keep you laughing is a good one. Therefore, I'm going to share my memory w/ya'll, in the form of a song.

I Tossed Ur Xbox Out My Car (lyrics written to "Bust Your Windows" by Jasmine Sullivan)

I tossed your XBox out my car
I dragged it right thru the streets of Hyde Park
It hit the pavement then rolled really far
I laughed the whole time while every1 saw
I tossed your Xbox out my car
You talked that shit I had to back it up
You had me trapped and I felt so stuck
That's why I snapped and I don't give a fuck (fuuuuck)
I must admit it didn't hurt a bit
It felt so good to destroy your shit
As a Buddhist I know that was sin
BUT at least you see what happens when
You try 2 turn a girl from nice to bad
Make you regret what you could've had
It felt so strange cuz that aint my style
But it is every once in a while (huh huh huh huh)
I tossed your XBox out my car
I guess I did haul off and go insane
Nigga be glad I left you w/some games
Made u get on the bus w/o no change
I tossed your XBox out my car
Never forgot how scared you looked that day
Locked u in my car n drove away
"You won't do shit" was all I had to say (saaaaay)
I gave my heart my soul my everything
You opened up my mind and made me sing
Then I saw you wasn't worth a damn
But I stood by callin you my man
Gone live ur life, have u some fun
Heard ya mom bought u another one
That's good cuz I wasn't payin for shit
Hopefully one day you'll learn from all of this...



I know I know. I never said I was perfect.Piss me off enough and shit happens. I too have learned my lesson. Well, sort of, lol. The song's funny cuz I want it to be, but understand that happened just this past summer. Since then I've been to many lows due to karma, and the fact that when you inflict pain on someone else it does come back. I'm gonna be honest,the nigga deserved alot more. Hell if I didn't know his laptop was a gift from his mom I woulda tossed that too. Men,Women, don't compare someone's feelings to the value of an object. Know why? Cuz that mofo will get tossed out my car. That's why.
I'm A Thug First.

Peace n Love ya'll, and don't do what I do lol.